Ah! I know I haven't really been active in a while. I'm so sorry! And I'm putting this up to say that I won't be active for an even longer while. Marching season just started back up, and since I'm section leader I have more responsibility. That usually means less time for things other than band.

My schedule is so full this year! It's my senior year, and I have so many things that I want to accomplish before I graduate! Currently, I'm learning how to play the cello , studying to learn more about/enhance my weird, family psychic abilities, trying to finish my summer reading list for school, prepping for band camp (Which starts tomorrow). Ahhh! I forgot to schedule my senior pictures!!!! I should take care of that, also.....

I want to learn how to speak Korean before I'm set loose in this world. I also want to learn some Mandarin Chinese.... This year is going to be tough. And, I can't even hold down a job. I got 'fired' my first day

Also, a lot of complicating things are happening to me right now. Like the fact that 3 of my siblings are moving out of the country in a week to go live with my dad. Yes, they annoy the crap outta me, but it's going to be so quiet and weird around here without them. I'll be here with my mom and my youngest sister. The only reason they're staying is so I can finish High School here. But, once I graduate, they're out of here, and I'm left in a country by myself for college. I wont even technically be at the legal age to live alone! I'll only be 17! Also, a lot of weird psychic things have been happeneing to me. Don't bash me if you don't believe in this type of thing, or if you think I'm a fake, because, honestly, I didn't truley believe it myself until I experienced it.

I really want to go to South Korea over my next summer break! But, my mom said it's too much money and all. Which doesn't make sense, since my dad has a very high paying job. So then I told her, "What about my graduation present? Why can't that be it?" To which she replied with, "Because your graduation present is going to be an apartment and a car." Which shocked the hell out of me. but, now that I think about it, it shouldn't. It makes sense if I'm going to be living here alone to have a place to live and a way of transportation. I guess I was just expecting to live in the house. I don't like all these changes!

I just know deep down that I'm going to go to Korea soon, though. I can feel it!
Lol I'm such a dork.

Anyways, I just wanted to let you know why I wont be on very much. I apologize for neglecting everything here! I feel bad! DX Please, send your support! I need all the encouragement I can get. I'm so lame! D:
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*Muah*